Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ♥
i really still
miss u..
wan u..
love u..
i cnt believe it.
i jus dreamt bout u ytd nite.
do u noe wat i dreamt?
dreamt bout i n her
we went out
at amk.
thn she was with another fren thn i went to meet her
her fren kept telling me she still loves me
so i suddenly feel tis urge.
to ..
u noe..
i hugged her.
she held me tightly.
thn i kissed her n laji with her.
thn she also.
i feel the warmth.
seriously.
its seems too real.
i really..
want her back..
bt..
cnt do anything..
hw i wish tis could be real.
bt hw?
it really seems real.
i swear!
i cnt believe it..
wat shud i do?
life without u..
seems too hard to live on.
she only my mei.
nt stead.
believe me.
ur my future
i swear.
dun leave me
Monday, September 21, 2009 ♥
i look dua pai seh
darren is guaikia<3>
ytd went out n bring my lappy along also!
thn go somewher
i guaikia
go study
thn like tis lo
i very zilian de
i everytime like tat de
study study study!!
cus of some ppl i nid go settle taiji
wtf lo
nvm.
i must ren n help her settle.
hope she accept me!
Friday, September 18, 2009 ♥
becus of a small mistake.
we started to slowly drift apart.
we werent as close as we use to be.
bt girl,u misunderstood me.
i cn explain myself.
bt will u listen to my explanation.
without u..
i cnt imagine it.
nvr tot 1 minute without u is so painful.
u duno hw i feel..
bt i nvr betray u.
my love to u was always..
so why wun u trust me?
believe me?
lean on me?
love me truly?
and nvr neglect me?
in tis point of time..
whn so many troubles happen.. at the same..
im so lost..
who will help me?
i cried n i cried
i swear n i swear
i said n i said
i will only love u.
bt why wun u jus believe me?
so our one month was really nth?
is it true?
tell me?
im so lost..
i reassured myself everything gonna be alrite..
bt actually i was living in my own fantasy.
no matter hw hard i try.
the outcome was the same rite girl?
im sry to have spend ur time.
im very sry
believe me.
bt i really didnt lie to u.
ur the first n the last girl i loved alot..
believe me..
even though i give up nw.
my heart will nt agree n will continue to ache
u dun feel anything?
our 1 month really is crap rite?
i tried n i tried
i cried n i cried
bt who will listen to me..
i look dua pai seh
darren is guaikia<3>
i go somewher thn some idiot take de. ugly hor.nvr wear specs
tis is at my great grandma house change de cus papa n mama busy so i so called got abondoned by them. preparing to go work :)
me at the beach~~ chiobu!
at my great grandma house.was rushing to go out de. bt she nag dun allow me go.
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